Chapter 38
My hand unconsciously touched my belly, where… a life was being nurtured. I didn’t want to continue this sad love.”
I asked the system, what would happen if I automatically gave up the task? He said that I would forget; forget the love that I once
cherished. I thought… this was also good. No love, no fear. I closed my eyes and said, “I give up the task.“}
Then I opened my eyes, walked forward, pushed Laura and then did something I wanted to do but never did – slapped her.”
Before I could react, a huge force pushed me away and I fell heavily to the ground. Kendrick’s movements were really fast and his hands were really heavy.
I remembered one time, I was at a hot pot restaurant and the waiter served the wrong dish and refused to refund or exchange it. When I was arguing with the waiter, what was Kendrick doing? He told me to forget it and said I was making a big fuss and that it was really embarrassing, but I was allergic to the dish that the waiter served.
So this was the difference between love and not love. My stomach hit the door frame hard and I felt a sharp pain. I just smiled with relief.
I watched the red liquid gradually flow out from under me, giving up Kendrick and starting with this child.”
I couldn’t do it to the child, so I would let him kill his child with his own hands and kill my love for him with his own hands.
child.
I raised my head and looked at him calmly. There was no love in my eyes, only a calmness in my eyes.}]
“Ah… Eileen, what’s going on?“}
Kendrick’s face was full of disbelief and he stared at his hands in a daze, as if he couldn’t believe that just now, he killed his own
He suddenly slapped himself hard, with such force that even I was shocked.§
So… he cared about this child? Well, this way… you would live with guilt.
I, Eileen, wanted to take out my heart when I loved someone, but I could also remain calm when others took out their hearts when I didn’t love them.}
When I had accumulated enough disappointment, I would no longer love. You wantonly abused my love, so I would take it back.
“I am such a bastard, I am a beast. Eileen, don’t be afraid, I will take you to the hospital immediately.” Kendrick picked me up and ran outside without looking at Laura again. Even when Laura called him, he turned a deaf ear.
I glanced at Laura and raised my eyebrows. See, I have had nothing in the past few years.
It was not a loss to use a child who was going to be aborted in exchange for the estrangement between them and Kendrick’s guilt. “Eileen, I’m sorry, I didn’t know…” Kendrick kept apologizing to me, his eyes were red, how could he still be the high–spirited workplace elite.
What I loved at the beginning… wasn’t it the high–spirited way he pointed at the world?!
“Kendrick, let’s get a divorce,” I said this calmly.
Kendrick was stunned, then said, “No, I don’t agree, I won’t get a divorce.“}]
“The child is gone, there will no be another one, so I want to get a divorce.” I looked at his appearance and gradually felt my humbleness at the beginning.
He was really cheap, only knew to cherish after losing.}
When I was discharged from the hospital and returned home, there was no trace of Laura’s existence in the house.
“Eileen, I have asked her to move out. You said not to let her live here, then I don’t let her live here.” It turned out that he could do it and it turned out that he understood everything.
I looked at him quietly, but I seemed to have almost forgotten how I fell in love with him. I clearly remembered that the only person he loved was not me. But the way he was courting now was really ugly.
“Kendrick, you are so cheap now.”
This sentence was said to me by Kendrick before and now I… gave it back to him.
I saw the smile on his face froze, obviously. He should remember this sentence.
When Laura just went abroad, I approached him and chased him. I could be seen almost everywhere he was.
Later, he began to get used to my presence and would take the initiative to invite me out to play.
But once, he drank too much with others and I couldn’t stand it, so I snatched his glass and drank it all.
He said this sentence, thinking that I disturbed his interest. “It’s okay, Eileen, I did something wrong. I accept whether you blame me or scold me. As long as you are happy.”
There were still withered flowers on the windowsill that had not been cleaned up, as if… he hadn’t bought me flowers since Laura came back.
He didn’t have time to make Laura happy, so how could he remember to buy me flowers? I was afraid that even if he bought them, they would still be in Laura’s hands.
I threw those withered flowers into the trash can together with the vase. I once dragged Kendrick to choose the vase for two hours.
“Eileen, don’t… don’t throw it away…” Kendrick was still trying to stop me. Looking at the vase in the trash can, he was like a wounded dog who wanted his master to pat his head.”
