Chapter 6
When I woke up, Kendrick was peeling an apple for me. Anyway, Kendrick looked… really to my taste.”
“Eileen, I’ve kicked Laura out. She won’t bother us anymore. Eileen, I promise you, I’ll go home earlier in the future. I don’t have any first love that I can’t forget. What I can’t forget is you.“}
Huh? What was he doing? Was he trying to make me soft–hearted? Although I had forgotten a lot of things, I remembered that he hurt me and I also remembered that I wanted a divorce and I was very determined to divorce.
“It’s useless, it’s too late…” His eyes suddenly became red again. Was Kendrick so fond of crying?”
“Eileen… I really know I was wrong. Didn’t you say that you wanted to have a child that day? When you get better, we will have one, one like you, a son or a daughter, as long as it’s yours, it’s all right.” He tried to hold my hand, but I dodged him.”
“I feel that it’s better to be alone now. Also, Kendrick, I have forgotten many things between you and me.“}
“It doesn’t matter. If you forget, I will take you to experience it again and find it back.”
“What if you can’t find it back?“}
What if I didn’t want to find it either?
“Then let’s start over. I will take you to do what we did again.” I looked at Kendrick, who was in a hurry to express his attitude and I felt a little sour in my heart for no reason.
So there was still a little feeling? Maybe he was too sincere at this moment and moved me.
Kendrick also kept his word. After I was discharged from the hospital, he took me to many places.}]
“Eileen, we held hands for the first time here.“>
“Eileen, I proposed to you here.“}
“Eileen, you told me that you like to eat desserts here the most.”
He said a lot and went to many places. But I didn’t seem to remember anything.
Seeing my still puzzled expression, Kendrick’s enthusiasm gradually disappeared.} “Eileen, why… why did you forget everything?“}
Because…
“I don’t love you anymore.” The sentence “I don’t love you anymore” made Kendrick completely collapse.
“Why! Why! Why do you say you don’t love me anymore? I have done everything you asked me to do and I have also taken you to do everything you wanted to do. I obviously… I have tried very hard… to win you back. How can you… how can you say you don’t love me anymore?“}
The Kendrick in front of me overturned all the impressions of him in my mind. At this moment, he… was humble, pitiful and unbearable to look at. But I remember that he used to be confident, arrogant and high–spirited.
I never imagined that one day, Kendrick would cry like a child in front of me and I never imagined that Kendrick would lower his noble head in front of me. Never.
“Kendrick, it’s not that I don’t love you suddenly. I just stopped loving you when I was disappointed enough. When you left me for… Laura again and again, when you ran toward her without hesitation again and again. Every time, disappointment piled up.”
I almost couldn’t remember Laura’s name. I thought I might have forgotten too much, not just love. Everything about love might be forgotten.
“Let’s get a divorce. It’s good for both you and me.”}}
This time, Kendrick didn’t object. He just said yes after a long silence. It was just that I didn’t get a divorce from him in the end.
